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Sunday, April 10th, 2005
7:05 pm	my new puppy.... Ain't she so cute!!!!! She is half pitt half boxer......She is my little princess! Current Mood: content Current Music: Flogging Molly (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, May 22nd, 2004
5:51 pm	poo............ i work to much...........my best friend isn't really the best to me aymore............she found someone else for that.............and i am being shit on to the max! i guess i'm just that person who everything is blamed on or the drama is centered around even though i don't do anything...........guilty conscience, jealousy, and selfishness are all reasons for this and none of it's mine!!!! well i hope everyone is having a great day, week, month,year. Current Mood: irritated Current Music: crystal singing (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, April 2nd, 2004
9:21 pm	wow................. so it's been awhile since i last updated. a lot has changed, i've been working so much and really have no time to see or talk to anyone anymore except my roomate and my baby on the weekends.....muah babe love you! i lost like 20 pounds...ok more like 15 but still, i lost a lot of weight! i don't really drink much anymore. maybe once or twice a month. i don't ever go to the club anymore, it's to much drama.....i get to go to new york with my future wife in 3 weeks, i get t o see brenna and shelly YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so excited! i've had a few experiences that have helped me weed out the bad friends, the ones that aren't very good t friendships, and the drama filled, talk shit behind your back, and spread rumors about you type of friends. some i wish i could have stayed friends with cuz they were fun and very compatable with me, but shit happens and you get over it right? right! anywho.......right now is one of the twice a month nights! me, tracy, colleen, megan, chris, trish, roxanne, merissa, marcel, and his girlfriend whom we fondly call the awkward cheerleader. she really does look like a dyke! lol......she's cool though. well i hope everyone has had a wonderful day, week, month, and year!i really want to read right now......... xoxoxoxo Current Mood: tired Current Music: clubbin -- marques houston (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, February 21st, 2004
5:06 pm	wow............i guess i don't have words when they speak the truth........... You are Leather Love Cuffs! You're one for handcuffs, as long as you're the one with the key When it comes to power exchange, you are straight up dominant You weild the power all on your own- and your cuffs only re-enforce that. You're so in control that you could cuff and gag the toughest street cop. What Kind of Handcuffs Are You? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, January 30th, 2004
7:39 pm	why is it that when you think you can deal with something you never can? isn't that weird...........oh well, shit happens............. Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: some mexican music (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, January 19th, 2004
6:52 pm	why? why do we all talk about things we know nothing about? you do it, i do it, and she does it, yet none of us know anything about what we're talking about. they weren't even words anymore, just letters jumbled together in a way that made no sense. very confusing this thing called life, love........it makes no sense yet at the same time makes perfect sense, why?can anyone explain to me the trials and tribulations of life? what about the complexities of love? why do i cry when i think of the way she used to smle at me when i would get excited over something as simple as a song? or the love in her eyes everytime she looked at me? or the way she said my name with so much love and care? or even how safe i felt laying in her arms? if you can explain any of this to me, no matter who you are, please do. i would like to know why so much joy from one memory can make you cry......... Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: your still the one - shania twain (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 25th, 2003
12:29 pm	meryy christmas everyone!!!!!!!!!!! my milkshake brings all the girls to the yard, and there like it's better than yours, damn right, it's better than yours, i can teach you, but i'd have to charge, my milkshake brings all the girls to the yard................. Current Mood: bored Current Music: kelis -- milkshake (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, December 19th, 2003
11:45 am	going to the city today......hope it's fun.....I GET TO SEE BECCA TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am so excited about that! we're gonna go ice skating :) YAY!!!!!!i hope everyone drives safe this wonderful christmas break!!!!! Current Mood: excited Current Music: i'll be there -- me first and the gimme gimmes (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 18th, 2003
3:11 pm	so, i went to the club last night, and what do i see.........2 women i haven't seen in awhile. they said they weren't going, but did anyways. i'm kinda glad that they did. anywho, gotta do lots o laundry today.....i'm going to stay the weekend in san francisco with amber, krista, and ronnie. we're gonna go ice skating on sat. and i am sooooooooooo excited!!!!!!!!!! i can't wait!it's gonna be so much fun!!!!!!!!!!! amber's aunt is taking us out to dinner tomorrow night, but i don't know what we're gonna do after that. probably just go back to her house in the city and watch movies or something. anywho i guess i should go now. talk to everyone soon! Current Mood: hungry (1 Comment |Comment on this)
3:07 am	well..... to whom it may concern........NO, me and amber are not together!!!!!!! we are friends and that is all. if you wanted to know you should have just asked me. yeah we dance together, but you dance with your friends so it's no biggie. i just wish you would have asked me instead of three different people. if you wanna know somethin, next time ask me......i will tell you the truth, i promise! Current Mood: drunk (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 17th, 2003
9:06 pm	hmmmmmmm well, going to the club tonight for the first time in a little over a month. i hope it's fun. i hope everyone has a good christmas, and has a great new year! i don't know what i'm gonna do yet, but i know i'm gonna get drunk!!!!!!!! the dweekend dof jan. 10 i'm gonna be in chino hills and i think me and kyla are gonna go to a club or somethin. if anyone else is gona be in that area (hint, hint) and wants to go, we would be more than happy to have some company. we were thinking about going somewhere in west hollywood. anywho, i hope all you people driving home get there safe and happy vacation time!!!!!!! Current Mood: cheerful (3 Comments |Comment on this)
1:32 am	haven't decided if this is good or bad yet.......... You're Most Like The Season Winter ... You're often depicted as the cold, distant season. But you're incredibly intelligent, mature and Independant. You have an air of power around you - and that can sometimes scare people off. You're complex, and get hurt easily - so you rarely let people in if you can help it. You can be somewhat of a loner, but just as easily you could be the leader of many. You Tend to be negative, and hard to relate to, but you give off a relaxed image despite being insecure - and secretly many people long to be like you, not knowing how deep the Winter season really is. Well done... You're the most inspirational of seasons :) ?? Which Season Are You ?? brought to you by Quizilla Current Mood: tired (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 16th, 2003
12:47 pm	i'm hella weak about the mexican............hahahahahahahahaha </td></tr> My LiveJournal 12 Days My True Love gave to me... 12 bananasforevers a-commenting. 11 beandivas a-skating. 10 blackcians a-squatting. 9 f_bomb21s a-sleeping. 8 jrbadbois a-kissing. 7 outthere81s a-chuckling. 6 rachyls a-spitting. 5 mauve ridgeaustins. 4 leaping scorpiogrrl12s. 3 Mexican snowglitzs. 2 horse thumperlesbos. And a tigerchic in a kiwi tree. Get gifts! Username: Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern. (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 14th, 2003
4:38 pm	friends.......... I AM SICK AND TIRED OF EVERYONE ASKING HOW YU ARE, IF YOUR OK, WORRYING ABOUT YOU! YOU DID THIS YOU BROUGHT THIS ON YOURSELF, YOU HURT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO WHY DOES EVERYONE WANNA KNOW HOW YOUR DOING??????????? NO ONE ASKS HOW I AM.....MAYBE BECAUSE I'M THE STRONG ONE THE ONE WHO HAS TO DEAL WITH THIS B.S. EVERY RELATIONSHIP AND IS USED TO IT. MAYBE EVERYONE BELEIVED YOU WHEN YOU CALLED ME A COLD HEARTLESS BITCH, MAYBE I DON'T REALLY HAVE FRIENDS, MAYBE I NEVER DID. TO ALL YOU SO CALLED "FRIENDS" OF MINE.....GO SCREW YOUSELVES IN THE @$$!!!!!!!!!!! I'M TIRED OF PLAYING THESE STUPID GAMES! I HURT TO AND NO ONE SEEMS TO CARE!!!! NO ONE CARES THAT I CRY ALL THE TIME, NO ONE CARES AT ALL, IT'S WHOEVER IS A MORE CONVENIENT FRIEND, AND APARENTLY THAT'S YOU.......SO, TO YOU I SAY CONGRATS FOR ALL YOUR NEW FRIENDS, ENJOY THEM WHILE THEY LAST! LIFES A B@TCH, DEAL WITH IT, I AM...........FTW AND YOU TOO, ALL OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: this is getting over you --alkaline trio (11 Comments |Comment on this)
4:34 pm	hahahahahaha......... What Are You Most Likely to Utter During Sex by UMAJohnnie Name Sexuality Age Most Likely to Say "Wait, where do you want to put that?" Created with quill18's MemeGen! (Comment on this)
Saturday, December 13th, 2003
1:41 pm	ummmmmmmmm....... so i know that when your sick you feel like shit, but when your taking medicine to get better, you're not supposed to throw up, right? right..........kinda scary ya know, especially since i've already been sick for three weeks and don't wanna be sick anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so mad.....i had brushed my teeth and got in the shower and as soon as i get out..........I THROW UP!!!!!!! what the hell is that all about?????? anywho.......... Current Mood: sick (Comment on this)
12:17 pm	hey, it's saturday........... well girls night got cancelled for last night. that sucked, but me amber and moose went anyways and hung out. amber and moose had to work this morning so amber left me her car so i would be able to get home. then she calls to tell me that she is going shopping after work with the other amber so i can use her car until around 5 or 6 for whatever i need to do.......you shouldn't tell me those things.........anywho.......i finally got some medicine so i will start feeling better soon. still really sick though.....my glands are swollen, uhhhhhhhh.......i hate being sick! did you know that in order for someone to make you a weaker person, you have to be weak to begin with? makes sense doesn't it...... anywho......hope everyone is doing good. Current Mood: nauseated Current Music: don't take the girl (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, December 12th, 2003
5:18 pm	hmmmmmmm you know that drinking and smoking are the answer to absolutely nothing right? it just makes you hurt longer cuz you forget about it for awhile then you sober up and think about it again......my advise is to just deal with it without the drink and drugs and move on. i'm sorry that you feel the need to get messed up to forget about this, but there is really nothing i can do except give you that advise! oh yeah trying to make people jealous doesn't work! it just shows a sorry attempt to get them back. it really doesn't work. well i'm not your psychiatrist, so i guess i've said my piece and i hope you take my advice. talk to you soon..... Current Mood: and annalitical (Comment on this)
Monday, December 8th, 2003
6:19 pm	moving......... so i moved back into my grammas house.....it just wasn't working for me, my old living arrangements.anywho, i feel a lot better knowing i'm gonna live here. i guess it's not so bad. oh well, anywho i should go now......got lots to do! Current Mood: irritated Current Music: cartoons (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 4th, 2003
2:40 pm	sick as a dog i feel like shit........better than the past two days but still.......i don't know how much longer i can take this.....first the common cold, then a really bad flu, now bronchitis and a sinus infection!!!!!!!! will it ever stop?????? i'm going to the doctors today so i can get medicine, hopefully i'll be better soon!!!!!! Current Mood: sick Current Music: the beautiful sound of blowing a stuffy nose (1 Comment |Comment on this)